wag kang magalala meron yang kapalit

hmmmmm......im not feeling well today kaya kung ano ano ang naiisip ko.may isheshare lng ko na naexperience ko back in p.i..my mom has a friend which is younger than me probably 4 yrs younger than me.lagi cyang nabili sa tindahan nmn and nakakausap ng mama ko.her name is joan she live near st.francis school.wel usually pagnagkakausap kami ni mama kinukwento nya c joan bout sa buhay ng bata,sa parents nya,kung bat cya napatira sa kuya nya and so on.to cut it short ang chismosa ng nanay ko.hehehe kaw ba nmn maghapon kang nakatambay sa tindahan wat do u expect dba?!e from my expirience masarap tumambay sa tindahan lalo na pagmay kachismisan.hehehe anyways as i was saying.....sa araw araw na ginawa ng Diyos paguuwi ko galing school at kakain kami ng dinner walang tigil ang kakakwento ng nanay ko tungkol sa joan na yan.kesyo nakakaawa dahil inampon cya ng mayamang pamilya pero namatay un umampon sa knya and ang mga impakta at impaktong kapatid pinalayas cya with nothing,good thing he knows her real borther and don cya tumira.sabi pa ni mama kawawa dahil ang liit lng ng tinitirahan bago hindi pa nakakapasok sa school walang panenrol.wel sa totoo lng no madali kong makuha sa mga ganyan and aminado ko sobrang babaw ang luha ko kaya wat i told my mom i want to mit this girl.maybe in d future if il be sucesful ako na mismo magpaaral sa knya.sa salita kong un d nxt day nagpunta na cya sa bahay o wel ok nmn cya,sobrang kwento and cympre ako mismo ang nagconfirm bout sa mga kwento nya sa mama ko.ok nmn tugma nmn lahat.naawa nmn ko.halos 4 na bag ng damit pantalon sapatos ang binigay ko.at binigyan ko pa ng konting pera.aun nacomfi ata ang bata at everyday e natambay na samin mismo take note natutulog pa samin.and one more thing katabi ng mama ko!social dba......ok lng i understand wala nmn kaso sakn un mga gnn bagay.suma tutal naging mabait kami ng mama ko sa knya.wel cya rin nmn cguro.isang gabi sumgod na lng sa bahay at naiyak binugbog daw cya ng kuya nya.o wel ako nmn sugod nmn ko sa bahay nila at hinanap ko ang kuya nya.wala daw don tas hinintay ko na lng sa bahay.dumating nmn ung asawa ng kuya nya and wat she told me walang totoo sa cnabi ni joan na binugbog cya.pero sabi ko hindi nmn magiging gnn un bata kung hindi totoo,palipasin nyo muna ang gabi at dito muna ntn patulugin para mahimasmasan......fine d next day hinihiram nya cellphone ko para tawagan ang fake kuya nya sa manila para bumalik na cya don.pinahiram ko nmn.aba inaraw araw nya ng gnn at hindi pa nakuntento cya na ang humahawak sabi nya tutal 3 nmn daw cell ko hiramin na lng daw nya muna ang isa.sabi ko ok.aus din nmn ang buhay e......

one time nagplan kaming lumabas ng tropa ako jayson joy janot jt ate roa wer planing to go to island cove or somewer else......aba sa kakaiyak ni joan sa bahay nila pinatawag ako ng asawa ng kuya nya at nahihirapan daw huminga.i was realy shock dat tym.i was thinking its not bad to help someone pero bakit ako ang dami nmn tao or cla mismo pedeng magsugod sa hospital.so ang nangyari kasama ko c jayson dinala nmn cya sa ospital.i duno if shes faking it or wat kc wala nmn nakita ang mga nurse sa er.ok nmn daw.nakakahiya sa mga kausap ko na aalis kami pero sumunod nmn cla sa ospital.they talk to me sabi nila "noreen ang bait bait mo kasi", naicp ko is it a compliment or an insult.at dat time i was thinking if something happen to dat girl na hindi ko man lng natulungan nung cnabi sakn nahihirapan ng huminga aba e konsencya ko un for the rest of my life.buti na lng i have money that time.d nmn po ko mayaman pero cguro may purpose kung bakit ko may pera dat tym.aba kung hindi d ko cya mapapasok sa ospital,d cya maeexray and so on...

naicp ko cguro sapat na to un pagtulong ko sa knya...pero lalong pa atang lumala inabuso nya kabaitan ko at kabaitan ng mama ko.umalis cya at dala nya celfone ko,i was trying to call her no. pero everytime na tumatawag ako laging patay un fone...omg! kairita tlga hahayaan ko na lng sana sa knya ipapasaDiyos ko na lng pero sinagot nmn nya ang fone cnabi ko sa knya un nararamdaman ko.naging mabait nmn ako sa knya pero wag nmn gnn ang gawin nya sakn....

lesson : wag basta basta magtiwala sa taong ngyn mo lng nakilala.isipin muna ang mga bagay na papasukan bago gumawa ng action.minsan kasi sa sobrang bait mo inaabuso kana pala d nmn cnabi sayo na wag kang maging mabait ang akin lng from my experience pagisipan mo munang maigi.and in return c God na bahala sayo sa anumang kabutihan dinulot mo sa ibang tao.malay mo c God na pla un nahingi sayo ng tulong d mo pa tulungan....

thank u!Godbless all of us!thanks for reading my blog and i hope uv learn from it.

                            

i miss u lolo

later this afternoon my ate called me and ask me for a phonecard, i asked her y and she said papa called her and told her something bout lolo and he said to call them ryt away.then a few minutes i recieve a text from ate, she told me lolo died yesterday. I was shocked coz i havnt seen him since i left p.i.. i remember lolo is very sweet to us..he always tell me that i look lola..when he visit our house he always wants our apple mango and crave for pancit malabon.Eventhough we seldom see each other i know he stil remember me. He makes it a point that we are all together , the whole family and that makes lolo very happy.sayang lo, hindi nyo nakilala c jayson , asawa ko but i know ur happy naman for me.sory if i didnt inform u bout that but i know papa told u already.

i know lolo physically ur not hir but spiritually ur always hir with us.i know ur happy ryt now ur with God and lola.all of the illness is over.i just want to say sory for not being there, for not calling u, and didnt say goodbye.i dont have the chance to say i love u and how happy i am to be one of your apo. if only i can turn back time , i will always be ryt by ur side, take care of u and make u happy till ur last breath.

i mis u lolo and i love u so much..say hi to lola. paki sabi k Papa Jesus to watch us always and wag kaming pababayaan....

he love to sing this for me

I TOP - I A... - Innervoices Lyrics - Baby Girl Lyrics

                     There r tymz wen i look2948377936414l
in ur eyez i c the luv dat we shared
i c the joy inside
but i didnt c the feelinz u hide n now
ur sayin goodbye coz ur feelin has died

and all i can think about is you
the way say u love me too.
and every time i close my i
c ur face,
my love can never b erased
and you can neva b replaced baby..

*Chorus*
Baby girl y dont u cum bk 2 me y dont u love me any more
baby girl you know i stil care for u noe that il love u forever more.

there r tymz wen i kiss u good nite
i c the love we shared
i c the joy inside
bt i didnt c what u tried to hide n now ur
sayin good-bye coz ur feeling has died...

and all i can think about it u
and the way u say u love me too..
and every tym i close my eyes i c ur face,
my love can neva b erased n u can
never be replaced, baby

*Chourus*- repeat til the end

missing you

its been 5 days since jayson left to Chicago....and I'm missing him a lot...no calls, no letters and its unusual. i thought its gonna be easy for me but its not...i cant sleep just thinking how is he,What is he doing etc.... good thing i still have my appetite.hahaha I'm just keeping myself busy everyday even though there is no work to do.duh!!!!!!weird.... holding my cellphone all the time wishing he might call even a minute and tell me that he's doing good and his fine will make me feel better. hayyyyyyy  i hope i can receive a letter from him this week.every night I'm making a letter for him and i don't know were to mail it.geeeeeesssss this thing is really hard....i wish i could feel more better this week..i love him so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lesson.........

The "Maganda Siya Pero Masakit" Shoes

May fini-fit ako noon na sapatos sa Celine. Kikay na kikay ang hitsura -- napaka-arte! Okay pa ang presyo.
Maganda ang material. At kapag suot ko, nakaka-sexy ng paa. Pang-display talaga! May isang problema nga lang... masakit sa paa.

Pero cutie kasi siya. Saka on sale. At sadyang matigas ang ulo ko. Kaya ayun, binili ko.

Sa umpisa, okay lang naman. Keri ko. Saka masakit naman talaga sa paa ang bagong sapatos. Pero habang lumilipas ang oras, lalong sumasakit. Hindi siya meant sa pangmatagalang suot. Habang suot ko siya, parang gusto kong umiyak sa tuwing humahakbang ako. Hindi na nakakatuwa.
Pagdating ko ng bahay, puro sugat at galos ang paa ko. At ilang linggo din akong may peklat sa paa dahil sa diyaskeng sapatos na iyun.

Kapag sa umpisa pa lang, alam mo na masakit na sa paa at hindi puwedeng pang-matagalan, huwag mo nang bilhin. Bakit mo pa itutuloy kung alam mong masasaktan ka lamang kapag sinuot mo?


Parang pakikipag-relasyon din iyan eh.
May mga lalake na good on paper, bagay sa iyo, tipo mo nga. Crush ng bayan pa. Eh, ang kaso, gayong maganda pang-display e panandalian lang siya. "Boylet" lang kasi unavailable. Bakit mo pa itutuloy kong alam mong eventually ay masasaktan ka lang?

Sana

, habang maaga pa, iwasan mo na.

Lesson learned: KUNG SA UMPISA PA LANG, ALAM MO NA MASASAKTAN KA LAMANG SA BANDANG HULI, HUWAG MO NANG ITULOY. BAKA MAG-IWAN PA IYAN NG SCAR NA HINDI MO NA MAAAALIS KAILAN MAN.

The Overused Shoes

When I went to

Davao

for my Christmas vacation in 2001, I found what I think was the best shoes I've ever had. It was a blue and white slip-ons with a flower on its strap. Margay ang tatak niya. Ang tagal ko na naghanap ng blue na kikay slip-ons at doon ko lang sa Gaisano Davao nahanap iyun. And I bought the shoes for 500 lang! Feeling ko pa, suwerte ako dahil last pair na iyun. And it was my size!

Sobrang natuwa ako sa kikay kong sapatos. At napakalambot niya! I wore the shoes everyday because they would match anything... denim, slacks, capri pants, skirt, dress. Gamit ko siya in the office, at the mall, in church, even at the beach!

Dahil araw-araw ko siyang nagamit, at nasuot ko na siya sa kung saan, it was expected na wala pang isang taon ay sira na siya. Sabi ko, okay lang. May Margay naman sa Robinsons saka sa Landmark, siguro naman may ganoong style pa sila. Ngunit napuntahan ko na lahat ng display ng Margay pero wala akong nakitang katulad nang nabili ko sa

Davao

.

Nakadalawang uwi na ako sa

Davao

at pumupunta ako sa Gaisano, umaasang may makikita akong ganoon klaseng sapatos. Hindi na nga ako naghahangad ng eksaktong ganoon eh. Kahit na kamukha lang o kasing-lambot lang, okay na.  Kaso wala.

Iyong kikay blue Margay na slip-ons ko -- na malambot at may naka-angat na bulaklak sa strap, na bagay sa kahit anong damit ko -- ay sira na ngayon. Hindi lang siya sira, nangingitim na sa dumi, at hindi na kayang i-glue ang punit na talampakan. Pero hindi ko pa siya maitapon-tapon. Hindi ko alam kung bakit. Alam ko hindi ko na siya maisusuot uli, pero may reminder naman ako na once upon a time, I had a perfect pair of shoes. Hindi ko nga lang inalagaan!

Lesson learned: KAPAG NAHANAP MO NA ANG BAGAY O TAO NA SA TINGIN MO AY PERFECT NA PARA SA IYO, INGATAN AT ALAGAAN MO. HUWAG MONG ABUSUHIN. KAPAG NAWALA SILA, BAKA WALA KA NANG MAHAHANAP NA KAPALIT. AT HABAMBUHAY MO NA LANG IISIPIN NA "

SANA

, INALAAGAAN KO SIYA."


The Shoes That Got Away

May nakita akong magandang sandals sa Landmark. Mura lang, less than 500 lang siguro. Kakaiba din siya kasi hindi siya iyong style na makikit! a mo sa babaeng katabi mo sa MRT.  Black and white siya. Polka dots ang strap niya pero hindi cheap ang dating. Ang kikay nga eh. tapos, two inches iyong heels niya.
Sinukat ko minsan, ang ganda sa paa!

Kaya lang, hindi ko siya binili. Kasi, kakaiba siya eh. Mahirap hanapan ng ka-match na damit at bag. Saka kakabili ko lang kasi ng isang sandals kaya sabi ko, next pay day ko na lang bibilhin ang polka dots na sapatos na yun.

Madalas akong dumaan sa Landmark at nakikita ko ang sapatos na gusto ko bilhin pero hindi ko mabili-bili. Ilang pay day na ang dumaan pero hindi ko pa rin siya kinukuha para iuwi. Hanggang sa dumating ang oras na kailangan ko ng isang kikay na sandals na may print. Naisip ko agad ang polka-dots na matagal ko na gusto bilihin. Pero pag-punta ko sa Landmark, wala na siya doon. Naubos na. Ang ending, napabili ako ng ibang printed na sapatos na hindi ko naman talaga gusto pero wala akong choice kasi kailangan ko na nga.

Lesson learned: KUNG MAGPAPALIGAYA SA ATIN ANG ISANG BAGAY, SEIZE THE DAY! SA KAKA-DELAY, BAKA MAWALA LANG SA ATIN ITO AT MAUUWI TAYONG NAGSE-SETTLE SA HINDI NAMAN TALAGA NATIN GUSTO. MAS MAHIRAP PAGSISIHAN ANG MGA BAGAY NA HINDI MO GINAWA. WALA NA YATANG MAS MASAKIT PA SA THOUGHT NA ABOT-KAMAY MO NA LANG, PERO PINALAMPAS MO PA....

************

Sino ba naman mag-aakalang may mapupulot pala akong leksyon sa mga sapatos? Kaya nga panay bili ko eh, para mas marami pa akong matutunan.


Sa susunod, I will find lessons from bags naman para ma-justify din kung bakit sandamakmak ang bags ko.

50 Hurting Experiences...from Loving

50 Hurting Experiences...from Loving

1. Letting go of a person you've just learned to love.
2. Reminiscing the good times you shared together.
3. Shielding your heart to love somebody.
4. Trying to hide what you really feel.
5. Trying to hide the tears that involuntarily fall from your eyes.
6. Loving a person too much.
7. Giving up someone you never thought of giving up.
8. Having the right love at the wrong time.
9. Taking the risk to fall in love again.
10. Hiding your relationship from someone else.
11. Controlling your feelings to avoid hurting a friend.
12. Thinking of him/her every waking and sleeping moment knowing all the while that he/she never even thinks a single thought of you...
13. Letting go, because everytime you see the person, you only fall deeper.
14. Holding back only to find out when it's too late, you both felt the same way, but were only scared to lose each other so much that you didn't let the feelings out.
15. Falling in love with someone you didn't mean to fall in love with.
16. Finding the perfect guy/girl...with only one problem --- he/she doesn't love you...the way you want him/her to...
17. Helping the one you love "court" your friend/helping your friend "court" the one you love.
18. Seeing the one you love crying for someone else.
19. Waiting also hurts like hell.
20. Having to hear "... I've met someone"
21. Agreeing to his/her wish to 'just be friends'.
22. Asking his/her freedom back bcoz 'he'd/she'd be happier with him/her.
23. Asking you to 'forget that everything happened and be 'normal' friends again.
24. Hearing that you're treated as a little bro/sis (ouch!).
25. Sharing his/her future plans for the guy/girl with you.
26. You stopped being friends bcoz his gf/her bf asked him/her to.
27. Being denied in front of people.
28. Telling you lies where he'd/she'd been when actually, he/she was with a 'new friend' or an 'old flame' (whew!)
29. He/she told you he'd/she'd be leaving you to return to his/her ex? the one he/she left for you!
30. Breaking someone's heart.
31. Fighting for that one thing that would make you happy that is, holding on to a person who can not guarantee you his/her commitment unless he/she fix himself/herself...then, you are left hanging for the moment...then he/she says, time will tell... ang labo lang niya...but you still decided to hope in him/her and trust him/her.
32. Pretending you're OK when inside you're dying...
33. Pretending to be strong.... and recognizing your weakness.
34. Lying in bed each night, thinking of that special person you can never have...
35. Being with someone you can't actually love...
36. Pretending you don't love a person whom you actually love...
37. Being in love...
38. Letting go even if you really don't want to...having no right to say you are hurting because it was your decision.
39. Seeing the person you love hurt because of you... and not being able to help that person...
40. Having the courage to say "I LOVE YOU" to the person you love and finding out afterwards that things will never be the same again when he/she doesn't treat you with the same closeness as before.
41. Having to face the fact that someone is capable of completely destroying the wall that you have set for yourself, leaving you weak and vulnerable.
42. Admitting that you love someone despite his/her imperfections.
43. Finding out that the more you try to hate him/her, the more you end up loving him/her, perhaps even more than before.
44. Realizing how stupid your mistakes were that led to your break-up.
45. The thought that this guy/girl, used to really love you and you loved him/her as well but you didn't give enough and he/she gave up on you.
46. Sharing the one you love with SOMEBODY else....."
47. Making a promise....and realizing that when the time has come for that promise to be delivered....the commitment is no longer there...
48. Violating your parents' rules for that someone that you love.
49. Leaving your long-time friends because the one you love cannot accept them.
50. The hardest thing about love - believing it.

sex is good!!!!!!!!!!hehehe

You've gotta read this. It's hilarious!



Be sure to read the warning at the bottom.

Did you know that you can tell from the skin
whether a person is sexually active or not?


1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests
find that when women make love they produce

amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes

hair shine and skin smooth.



2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your
chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes

and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses

the pores and makes your skin glow.



3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you
piled on during that romantic dinner.


4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take
up. It stretches and tones up just about every

muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than
swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special


sneakers!

5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression.
It releases endorphins into the bloodstream,

producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you

with a feeling of well-being.



6. The more sex you have, the more you will be
offered. The sexually active body gives off greater

quantities of chemicals called pheromones.


These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite
sex crazy!


7. Sex is the safest tranquilizer in the world.
IT IS 10 TIMES MORE EFFECTIVE THAN VALIUM.

8. Kissing each day will keep the dentist away.
Kissing encourages saliva to wash food from the

teeth and lowers the level of the acid that


causes decay, preventing plaque build-up.

9. Sex actually relieves headaches. A lovemaking
session can release the tension that restricts blood

vessels in the brain.



10. A lot of lovemaking can unblock a stuffy
nose. Sex is a natural antihistamine. It can help

combat asthma and hay fever.

alphabet message!!!

THIS IS ONE OF THE NICEST AND MOST BEAUTIFUL USES OF THE ALPHABET THAT I HAVE EVER SEEN. I HOPE YOU ENJOY IT AS MUCH AS I DID.  HAVE A GOOD DAY!

Whoever came up with this one must have had some divine guidance, I was impressed!

lthough things are not perfect

ecause of trial or pain

ontinue in thanksgiving

o not begin to blame

ven when the times are hard

ierce winds are bound to blow

od is forever able

old on to what you know

magine life without His love

oy would cease to be

eep thanking Him for all the things

ove imparts to thee

ove out of "

Camp

 

Complaining

"

o weapon that is known

n earth can yield the power

raise can do alone

uit looking at the future

edeem the time at hand

tart every day with worship

o "thank" is a command

ntil we see Him coming

ictorious in the sky

e'll run the race with gratitude

alting God most high

es, therell be good times & yes sum will be bad, but...

ion waits in glory...where none are ever sad!

"I AM Too blessed to be stressed!" The shortest distance between a problem and a solution is the distance between your knees and the floor. The one who kneels to the Lord can stand up to anything. Love and peace be with you forever, Amen.

a woman should know

Dsc01532 What a girl needs to know..............................

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.

Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour;

allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.

Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better.

Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.

If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't be friends. A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.

Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think it will get better; You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you.

Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?

Always have your own set of friends separate from his. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up.

Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later. You cannot change a man's behaviour. Change comes from within. Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or in a better job; Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less. Never let a man define who you are.

Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you. All men are NOT dogs. You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is two way street. You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship. 

You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary. Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.

Make him miss you, sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him- he takes it for granted. Never move into his mother's house. Never co-sign for a man. (Hallelujah, thank you Jesus!) Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

Share this with other ladies..... You'll make someone smile, another rethink her choices, and another woman prepare. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them